张杰:磨难是最好的礼物（双语）

各位同学：

大家好!我今天要讲的这个主题叫作——磨难是最好的礼物。十年到现在，我想了想，我最大的磨难是什么?我想来想去，我觉得应该就是今天吧。

我觉得今天对我来讲是一个特别的时间和地点，因为今天我在《开讲啦》的这个地方，是在上海，上海其实是我人生的一个高峰，也是我人生的一个低谷，因为我是在上海2004年起步的，然后也是在上海，有了这样的一个跌倒。我不要唱歌，唱歌是一件很容易的事情，我一定要做一个难一点的事情。好，我来了。因为其实可能现在让我想以前的事情，我可能，我有点选择性失忆，我可能就不想去想太多磨难的事情。因为我很开心自己唱歌能够被大家喜欢。

All the students:

Hello everyone. I want to talk today about this topic is called -- suffering is the best gift. Ten years from now, I thought, what is my greatest hardships? I think it over and over again, I think it is today.

I think today is a special time and place to me, because this is where I began. "In", in Shanghai, Shanghai is a peak of my life, is also a trough of my life, because I was started in Shanghai in 2004, and then in Shanghai, have a fall like this. I don't sing, singing is a very easy thing, I must make a difficult point. Well, I come. Because it may let me think of things before, I may be, I have some selective amnesia, I would not want to think too much suffering. Because I am very happy singing to himself being able to love.

那时候大学都会勤工俭学，我学的是旅游与酒店，然后那时候我们要实习，所以我就去到酒吧，白天当服务员，晚上就可以在那儿唱歌。那时候我觉得经济状况还可以，因为我在外面就是唱歌的话，对大学生来讲，我可以一边去把这些钱拿来交学费，然后还可以去自己买一个电脑，然后还可以补贴家用，我觉得还蛮顺利的，然后自己好像也长大成人的感觉，就觉得以后应该就是这样了。结果到后面，我当然也会参加一些校园比赛什么的，我其实不是为了我今后要把自己当明星怎么样，我就是想认识更多的唱歌好的人，然后唱更多的歌给他们听。

The university will work study, I majored in tourism and hotel, then when we want to practice, so I went to the bar, the day when the waiter, can the night singing there. At that time, I feel that the economy can also, because I am in the outside is singing the words, to the college students, I can put aside the money for tuition, then can go to buy a computer, then can also subsidize home, I felt quite smoothly, then he seems to have grown adult feeling later, it is that this should be. Results to the back, of course I will also take part in some campus game of what, I'm not for me to yourself as a star like in the future, I just want to know more people sing, then sing more songs to listen to them.

再后来呢，我就有点紧张了现在，再后来，我就有一天我在公交车的一个广告牌上面看到了一个比赛的广告，唱歌比赛是全国性的，这个比赛叫作《我型我秀》，我就把它当成是一个开眼界的一个长途的旅行，就来到上海。但那时候的比赛，其实我真的没有想过，我要去拿冠军，我也不敢去拿冠军，但是对我最大的一个吸引，得了冠军就可以跟当时的评委，也是我一直以来的偶像张学友先生一起来合唱歌曲。然后那时候我就准备了一首中文歌给大家，叫作《北斗星的爱》。

Later, I was a bit nervous now, then, I will one day I was on a billboard on the bus to see a game of advertisement, the singing contest is a national, this game is called "my show", I will take it as an eye opening a long-distance travel, came to Shanghai. But when the game, I really don't want to, I want to win the championship, I also dare not to win, but for one of my biggest attraction, won the champion can tell at the time of the judges, I also have the idol Mr. Jacky Cheung together to sing the songs. Then I prepared a song Chinese song for everyone, called "the Big Dipper" love.

那时候有一个很好笑的一个事情就是，我现在记得我唱完之后，我站在前面等待张学友的点评，有个画面是这样的：张学友说，张杰你好。我就说，张，张学友你好。最后我还真的就拿了冠军，但是你知道拿了冠军那一刻。大家看得到，大家可以看回放，我那一下的表情是非常惊恐的其实。我其实真的不想签约了，不想做艺人，不想面对镜头，然后我自己也煎熬了一个月。最后还是因为我妈给我打电话，她说人家做了那么大一个比赛，就是这么多人来参加，希望都寄托在你身上了，你当了冠军不签约的话，会让别人很难堪的。顾全大局，我就签约了。

At that time there was a very funny a thing, then I remember I had finished, I was standing in front of waiting for Jacky Cheung's comment, a picture is this: Jacky Cheung said, Zhang Jie. Then said I, Zhang, Jacky Cheung. Finally, I really have to get the champion, but you know to win the champion at that moment. You see, you can watch the replay, I that expression is in fact very frightened. I really don't want to sign a contract, do not want to be artists, do not want to face the camera, then I also suffered a month. Finally, because my mom called me, she said I made such a big game, is that so many people to attend, hopes are pinned on you, you when the champions don't sign a contract, will let people embarrassed. Overall, I signed.

所以那时候我就开始面对摄像机，自己拿着手机在那儿：大家好，我是张杰。然后等半天再说话，我应该说什么，然后就不知道该怎么讲了，锻炼自己的说话的能力。然后到后面我就开始发专辑，那时候也领到了最受欢迎的新人的奖。

So that's when I began to face the camera, holding a mobile phone in there: Hello, I'm Zhang Jie. Then wait to talk again, what should I say, then I don't know what to say, exercise their ability to speak. Then I began to release albums, at that time also received the most popular newcomer award.

但是两年之后，突然，经纪公司的高层有了一个变动，唱歌的机会越来越少，生活也变得困难。那时候好像也没有什么钱了，每次没钱的时候，卡里面有时就会多一些钱出来，然后后面我才发现那是家里人打给我的，他们也不愿讲。有一天我觉得心里面难受了，然后就给我妈打电话，我妈睡了，然后那时候她在做一个米线的生意。我告诉过她，晚上睡觉的时候不要睡在烧蜂窝煤的地方，因为它有很多有毒气体，然后打电话就发现她还睡在那儿，我就跟她很急，我说你能不能睡在，就是离那个远的地方，睡在家里面好不好。然后我就其实是埋怨她，很大声地埋怨她，我一听妈妈也没说话，然后我自己就觉得，两年了，我觉得做了艺人两年了，我反倒没有去帮家里去分担什么。然后我就一直在电话里面说，妈，对不起，对不起，对不起，就一直讲对不起。

But two years later, suddenly, the Broker's Firm executives have a change, singing and fewer opportunities, the life also becomes difficult. At that time seems to have no what money, every time no money, there would sometimes more money out of it, and then I discovered that it was the home of people called me, they do not want to speak. One day I feel heart uncomfortable, then call my mother, my mother fell asleep, and when she was doing a noodle business. I told her, don't sleep in the burning honeycomb briquette place to sleep at night, because it has a lot of toxic gases, and then call that she also sleep in there, I'll just tell her it is urgent, I said you can sleep in a, is from the far place, sleep well at home. And then I was blaming her, very loudly complained about her, I heard my mother said nothing, then I feel, for two years, I think the artist for two years, I did not go to help the home what to share. Then I've been on the phone said, mom, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry it has been speaking.

因为我那时候才二十一二岁，然后也没有去过大的城市，我每次去上地铁，然后去看到那些人，就是大家都是很陌生的一个样子，大家都在做自己的事情，然后我自己也不知道我明天要干吗，后天要干吗，心理压力最多的时候，或者最艰难要选择的时候，我真的有想过，我要不要算了，我就回去继续做歌手，继续在酒吧唱歌吧。因为我觉得那样至少可以挣到钱，就自己生活真的没问题，因为那时候真的几千块对于家里来讲，真的是一个很多的数字了。那段时间，我记得我就把自己关在家里面，就是封闭起来，然后就自己去二手音像店，去买了一个调音台，然后我就在家里面每天对着墙唱歌，把自己所有喜欢的歌都唱出来，那时候唱得最多的是《年轻的战场》，然后就觉得很适合我当时的心情。

Because I was only one or two and twenty years old, and had never been to a big city, every time I go to the subway, then go to see those people, that we are a looks very strange, everyone doing their own things, then I don't know what I want to do tomorrow, the day after, when most of the psychological pressure, or when the most difficult choice, I really want to, I want to forget it, I go back to be a singer, continue to sing in the bar. Because I think that at least can earn money, their life is really no problem, because at that time, thousands of pieces of really for home, is really a lot of numbers. During that time, I remember I shut myself at home, is closed, and then went to the second-hand shop, to buy a mixer, then I at home every day in front of the wall to sing, to give all his love songs are sung, the singing is the most "young battlefield", then think it suits my mood at that time.

好，我在干吗，然后我觉得我这样不行。我就有一天在唱歌的时候，我就看到了电视有一个广告，另外一个比赛，那个比赛可以让上亿的人能够听到我唱歌，我觉得这是多么开心的一件事情，我一定要唱给大家听，所以我就开始问我的朋友，我说我也要去参加这个，你们觉得怎么样。所有的朋友都是反对的，当时支持我的是娜娜，她一直在背后支持我，她觉得，加油，你一定可以!然后我汇总了大家所有的建议之后，我自己想了一个晚上，那天晚上我觉得一生难忘，我估计是从那个时候开始学会自己跟自己讲话的，然后就，张杰你要去吗?这是一个非常可怕的一个事情，去吧，这是一个很好唱歌的机会。好多人会怎么想你，他们会产生很多的误会，没关系，别人的看法是别人的看法，你只要自己唱，开心就好。然后我说，好吧，我听你的。我记得我就到了成都报名，去成都的现场，当我拿起那个身份证的时候，所有人都在拍我，然后很多的媒体都在拍我，然后那个画面就像是个慢镜头一样，很多人说，他是张杰，他为什么来参加比赛?然后很多人说，那是我的偶像吗，他是来做嘉宾的吗?就各种的说法，所以我那时候就很多压力，那时候的新闻就是，张杰叛逃啊。其实那三个月，其实是我真的压力最大的三个月，然后就是压多了，压多了，然后晚上的时候，可能盖着被子就开始哭，哭几个小时，然后哭累了就睡了，睡完之后，第二天继续地跟大家练歌，所以那个时候大家看到张杰都是非常严肃的一个表情。

Well, I'm doing, then I feel the way I do. I will one day while singing a song, I saw the TV one ad, another game, the game can make hundreds of millions of people to hear me sing, I think this is a matter how happy, I must sing for us, so I began to ask me friends, I also want to participate in this, what do you think. All my friends are opposed to, then support me is Nana, she has always supported me in the back, she felt, refueling, you can! Then I summarize all of the suggestions, I would like a night, that night I felt life unforgettable, I estimate is from that time began to learn with their own speech, then, Zhang Jie, do you want to go? This is a very terrible thing, go, this is a very good opportunity to sing. A lot of people will think you, they will produce a lot of misunderstanding, never mind, others view is the view of others, as long as you sing, happy. Then I said, well, I hear you. I remember I went to Chengdu Chengdu registration, to the site, so when I picked up the identity card, all the people in the film I, and many of the media to take me in, and then the screen like a slow motion, a lot of people say, he is Zhang Jie, why he had to join in the game? And then a lot of people say, it is my idol, he is to do the guests? All that, so I was a lot of pressure, when the news is, Zhang Jie flees. In fact, those three months, but three months I really stressful, and is much more pressure, pressure, and during the night, may the quilt and began to cry, cry for hours, and then cry tired to sleep, sleep after second days with you, continue to practice the song at that time, so everyone see Zhang Jie is a face very serious.